Every night I forsake my heart, but by sunrise it overflows again. Lyrics of you infiltrate while I sleep, nestling fine-tuned notes on a spreadsheet to be sung by the light of Dawn. I lay awake overwhelmed by the notion that you have crossed my lifeline. The aching desires offers no respite. They continue to … Continue reading long Languished Days
I’m terrified of pain. I’m afraid my heart will break in such a way that I will not be able to repair it, again. I’m terrified my body will betray me while I watch it break into pieces, despite the health decisions I’ve made to better my life. I’m petrified by the mere thought my … Continue reading the Constitution of pain
#you never say anything, or do anything! Your #investment with me is #small. This little bit of you, that I’ve come to know, makes me #wonder, what parts of you do you love enough and which parts of that did you invest?